Been away for a few days. But I am back and would like to say I started the #100happy day's today and have had another awesome day like the past few weeks that have been great
Going to spend a night at home tonight kids out partying and will try stay up and be a protective mom Like normal.
Been a very long but good work week busy but fruitful. Been on the go with my Christian walk and am really pleased with my progress am loving my new life. I'm only sorry I didn't do it sooner. However God has a plan for my life from this day forward and he will have his way with my life of that I am sure. I know he has such amazing plans for me. And I can't wait to see them happen
Friday, 4 July 2014
Saturday, 21 June 2014
20 June 2014
Well another day sorting queries done and dusted.
Time to update my resume and oh boy do I do this work. Wow no-wonder I am wanting to leave for new adventure. I don't get paid enough to do this
Updated up loaded onto the someone international sites and did my assessment for both UK and Australia. Now wait for the visa application and see if I can leave sa without drastic measures
Well another day sorting queries done and dusted.
Time to update my resume and oh boy do I do this work. Wow no-wonder I am wanting to leave for new adventure. I don't get paid enough to do this
Updated up loaded onto the someone international sites and did my assessment for both UK and Australia. Now wait for the visa application and see if I can leave sa without drastic measures
Thursday, 19 June 2014
19 July 2014
Today, well what can I say, yet another day with out a change in my life, i seem to be going no where fast, have absolutely no idea were i am going and what is waiting there for me.
What i can say is that something has to give and something has to change.
I hate the fact that i never have anything to do over the weekend and during the week after work, it the same routine, sleep, get up, shower, work, cook, chat abit on pc and the sleep, and repeat, repeat and again.
Is it really worth it, this big circle of life, did i miss my chance of happieness with my Soul Mate, many years ago, or is it just one of those rare this, that a person rarely has a chance to have, or do we have a second or third chance. I would like to think we do, BUT i am in doubt at the moment.
So what does the rest of this day have to offer me.
Be back soon
Today, well what can I say, yet another day with out a change in my life, i seem to be going no where fast, have absolutely no idea were i am going and what is waiting there for me.
What i can say is that something has to give and something has to change.
I hate the fact that i never have anything to do over the weekend and during the week after work, it the same routine, sleep, get up, shower, work, cook, chat abit on pc and the sleep, and repeat, repeat and again.
Is it really worth it, this big circle of life, did i miss my chance of happieness with my Soul Mate, many years ago, or is it just one of those rare this, that a person rarely has a chance to have, or do we have a second or third chance. I would like to think we do, BUT i am in doubt at the moment.
So what does the rest of this day have to offer me.
Be back soon
18 June 2014
At work on time for a change. brought my car to work, am busy today, but still have time to do a few things i wanted to and needed to do.
dropping off products off with Virginia (the cat lady), and then home,
Chat in a few.
My day has been un-eventful like normal, nothing changed in my life, still alone with no clear vision on my new adventure.
watched a movie now "Cold Creek Manor" good but i think i have seen it before.
Time to cook up a storm in the kitchen. Fish, mash and veg.
I think i need time out, for me. I dont see away out unless i marry someone in order to leaving SA.
hahaha that will never happen.
off to my PC, nah i think i will give it a skip im off to bed, i have an early morning, need to get chris up for work @ 04:00am.
Goodnight
At work on time for a change. brought my car to work, am busy today, but still have time to do a few things i wanted to and needed to do.
dropping off products off with Virginia (the cat lady), and then home,
Chat in a few.
My day has been un-eventful like normal, nothing changed in my life, still alone with no clear vision on my new adventure.
watched a movie now "Cold Creek Manor" good but i think i have seen it before.
Time to cook up a storm in the kitchen. Fish, mash and veg.
I think i need time out, for me. I dont see away out unless i marry someone in order to leaving SA.
hahaha that will never happen.
off to my PC, nah i think i will give it a skip im off to bed, i have an early morning, need to get chris up for work @ 04:00am.
Goodnight
17 June 2014
Yest another day, in my life, at work and its been one of thoses days when nothing goes well, just stressing Chris, my son is so sick (but boys will be boys) they dont listen to moms.
Took a half a day leave so that i can take him to the doctor, our health care has alot to be desired, UK is so much different.
Im home at last, hahaha womens job is neither done.
Cooking supper, and then off to bed.
i have had a hectic day and i need my sleep.
starting to feel a bit down mostly because of my single status, why is it that the only people that will contact me are non-white and married, or people that live in other countries and or areas, JHB, PTA, CPT, what gives. thinking about packing up and moving seriously.
Had a good chat to my cousin tonight, Love you lots cousy you always know what to say.
Thanks
Yest another day, in my life, at work and its been one of thoses days when nothing goes well, just stressing Chris, my son is so sick (but boys will be boys) they dont listen to moms.
Took a half a day leave so that i can take him to the doctor, our health care has alot to be desired, UK is so much different.
Im home at last, hahaha womens job is neither done.
Cooking supper, and then off to bed.
i have had a hectic day and i need my sleep.
starting to feel a bit down mostly because of my single status, why is it that the only people that will contact me are non-white and married, or people that live in other countries and or areas, JHB, PTA, CPT, what gives. thinking about packing up and moving seriously.
Had a good chat to my cousin tonight, Love you lots cousy you always know what to say.
Thanks
Monday, 16 June 2014
16 June 2014 - 10:30am
Well another day and the realization that I belong nowhere is becoming more real. More alive I have this burning desire in my tummy and in my heart to run for the hills and flea everything I know.
but in the same token its "what, were, who" the only thing that is constant in my life is my son and well God.
i am going out now and will update when i get back remember the days when we were free to do as we were once wanted to do and how come has life become so difficult, enjoy this public holiday, as the sun shines on my face warms me up from the inside out.
14:57pm
well i had an awesome day with a friend at a Bird Park, quite peaceful, however i still had this feeling that i should be somewhere else.
What lies ahead of me I don't know yet, but i do know that something better is about to hit me slap bang in the face and that something will turn my life upside down and inside out, but will be for a good thing. i will have new meaning to life.
I do know one thing is for sure I NEED to change, me only I can do it.
I need a change, maybe with change of location comes change in life style.
See you all again soon need a nap
Well another day and the realization that I belong nowhere is becoming more real. More alive I have this burning desire in my tummy and in my heart to run for the hills and flea everything I know.
but in the same token its "what, were, who" the only thing that is constant in my life is my son and well God.
i am going out now and will update when i get back remember the days when we were free to do as we were once wanted to do and how come has life become so difficult, enjoy this public holiday, as the sun shines on my face warms me up from the inside out.
14:57pm
well i had an awesome day with a friend at a Bird Park, quite peaceful, however i still had this feeling that i should be somewhere else.
What lies ahead of me I don't know yet, but i do know that something better is about to hit me slap bang in the face and that something will turn my life upside down and inside out, but will be for a good thing. i will have new meaning to life.
I do know one thing is for sure I NEED to change, me only I can do it.
I need a change, maybe with change of location comes change in life style.
See you all again soon need a nap
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